Allie's Journal

Well, it feels like my life is one big road; twisting and turning, and sooner or later, at least one lane is going to run into a wall. I'm strangley calm about this. What can I do? As if moving on to high school isn't a big enough deal, having to deal with my boyfriend, and my neighbor who I think I've fallen for, it's just almost more than I can bear. So I've decided to chill out. Things will eventually get better, and things that were meant to happen, will happen. Maybe that's a lazy person's point of view, or maybe I'm just too confident, or not enough. I don't know. Well, whatever. Other than that, I'm having a pretty good day... I just broke my writer's block, by writing a silly poem about an owl in a hat. :) then I moved on to bigger and better things:
she sits so perfectly on her glass throne;
"break it... break it" they all think; while on the
outside, plastic smiles and broken wills shine through.

emotionless tears fall from her eyes,
glistening like crystals on a sunny day.
"she has nothing to cry about." they all reason as they watch;
but with false compassion, they dry [her]
tears.

oh if they only knew...

times are changing quickly- cry all you want,
darling.

"someone call a doctor
i think she's...

fading."

they will never understand.

fetch her a brick-

[i think she's going to break this one on her own.]

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